She pushed the person with her right hand with all her might and sat up after making Aryan lay on bed properly . He moved cutely rubbing his tiny fist on his eyes but slept again after a cute yawn.

Shehnaaz took a sigh and relief and looked at the intruder with her fiery yet soft eyed. She whispered yelled ,: sidharth ye aap kya kar rhe hai .

The person standing in front of her is none another than sidharth she was feeling her heart started beating again after seeing the love of her life after 9 months .

Sidharth : kya kar rha hu ? apni biwi ko pyar kar raha hu .shaadi Hui hai humari .

His face was solemnand his eyes emotionless. Shehnaaz heart for once waved in fear and hurt.

Shehnaaz : sidharth ase behave MTT kijiye like everything is sort out between us ,

Sidharth pulled her hand and slammed her back with near wall and pinned her hands to wall he came close to her face and said . ..

Sidharth : to bigada kisne hai ,hmm bol . Tu hi thi na jisne humare pyar ki bali chadai , apne papa ki respect or behn ki Khushi ke liye ,

Jisne meri Khushi ke baare me ek baar bhi nhi socha .

Shehnaaz in tear : meri pas choice nhi thi sidharth sab kuch teh ho chuka tha ,

Sidharth ,angrily ,: tere pas choice thi , mene di thi choice , par tune bas humare pyar ka gala ghotna tha . Tujhe pata hai Mai nhi reh sakta tere bina , tune mujhe apna addict bnaya ,

Shehnaaz :( head down ) par di thi na apke pas .

It rises his anger to no extent , this girl is entirely stupid.

Sidharth (shouted ): mujhe tu chahiye thi Teri di nahi,

Or ab mujhe Jo chahiye wo mai leke rahunga .

He came closer to her neck licking her neck , nibbling her skin , sucking there then bitting her .

Shehnaaz was moaning and moving under his grip trying to pull her hands so she can push him .

Shehnaaz(she stammered): sidharth ye galt hai , mai, mai , mujhe Aisa lag rha hai mene di ka ghar , baccha , pati sab chin liya .

She cried bitterly

Sidharth came out from her neck , and see in her eyes

Sidharth ,: Sana , tune chinna nhi hai , hak se liya hai , uske bache ko sambhal rhe hai tu ,,

Shehnaaz felt peace listening Sana from his mouth after many days ,, but she don't know why he is reacting like this , didn't her sister tell her ,that they both are very happy in their marriage life . Then why he is reacting this way ..

Shehnaaz angrily , : sidharth kaise bate kar rhe hai aap , wo apki patni thi, ek baccha hai apka , aap kaise mujhe itni jaldi accept kar sakte hai , na aap di ke last rites me aaye , na tabh jab di mar rhi thi , ek baar bhi Aaj Tak apne is bache ko apne godh me nhi utaya , or ye kya laga rkha hai apne, uska bacha " ye apka bhi hai . Aal Aisa behave kar rhe hai jaise apko farak hi nhi padta .

Shehnaaz could feel his hands trembling , she knows what he need. , But she was feeling like betraying her sister , his eyes become blood shot red ,

His condition was getting worse , even after her guilt , she couldn't see him in this comdition, she will not be able to forgive her , after knowing his state .

shehnaaz came near to him , sidharth hands automatically came to her waist ,leaving her hands , she took his face in her hands and kissed his eyes , nose , cheeks ,

All the while , sidharth was breathing heavingly , with trembling body,

She then kissed his lips , when her soft lips came into the contact of his hard one , he lost his control , and started kissing her a drug addict , getting restless for his drug ,

He was fiercely biting her lips , and sucking her tongue . Tears came in shehnaaz eyes seeing his condition .

She surrendered herself in his arms , his hands came to her soft breast , moulding them like a stress buster ball .

The knot of her nighty was already opened by sidharth. Which was giving her a sexy look ,

He came to her neck again , and inhaled her aroma like a creep , he smiled to himself , like a druggist .

Then he started sucking her neck like a child , then soon his moments become harsh , he started biting harshly there , which was paining a little to shehnaaz , but it was looking like she is used to it . They had intimacy a lot of time , when they both was in relationship, she is habitual of his roughness and him being feral.

Shehnaaz was ruffling his hairs trying to calm his beast , which was nowhere to be in peace .

He was about to put off the shrug , when shehnaaz heard the sound of wailing of Aryan , she pushed sidharth saying

" Sidharth hatiye Aryan ro Raha hai "

Sidharth dangerously in her neck : to ab mujhse upar wo hogya

Shehnaaz annoyingly : kya bate kar rhe hai aap , wo apka hi beta hai , apka ansh app ...

Shehnaaz was about to say something , when sidharth punched on the wall hard , shehnaaz flinched ,

Sidharth went to the study room inside their room , and took some pills from the drawer , and slept on the sofa there , which was enough big ,

While here shehnaaz went to Aryan , took him in her arms , he stopped crying in her arms , and snuggled in her chest .

he started sucking over nighty , snuggling in her .

Shehnaaz find it weird because he never do that , he never wake in night ,.

But shehnaaz didn't removed his mouth from there , and soon he slept ,

Sana eyes has not even a little sleep , her mind was thinking about sidharth , how he was reacting about his own child , how he never came up in shreya last rites .

She knows how he is , he is a good person , loving and always respect others . Then how come he reacting like this .

But she was also feeling bad for not giving herself to sidharth when he needed her the most .

She also laid and soon drifted into sleep .

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Chapter 3

Character sketch of sidharth __ he is manipulating , and orthodox ,

Shehnaaz __ shy timid girl

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Sana wake up with Sun kissing her cheeks , she looked at Aryan who was sleeping peacefully with a cute pout on his lips , and close to her chest ,

She is damn sure this baby , like to be close to her heart like sidharth.

When the name of sidharth crossed her mind , she slid out of bed and placing pillows on his both side and kissing his forehead .

She went to sidharth study room and saw him sleeping on couch , with her pillow.

His hand was resting on his forehead , she also kissed his forehead and covered him with a blanket .

Shehnaaz ::i am sorry sidharth , i love you , i always loved you mere bebu . But mujhse yeh nhi hoga , aapke saath reh ke apko pyar karna , par saath hi guilt mujhe khae jata hai , mai kya karu .

Then she went to bathroom , for doing her morning chores .

She came out in a beautiful saree .



Today is Aryan check up in hospital , she need to reach there till 10 am

And it's already 8am , she took Aryan in her arms who is still sleeping , and descended to stairs . She saw Ashok ji in living room , reading a newspaper, she smiled and said ," uncle , aap please Aryan ko thode der sambhalege , mai aapke liye chae lati hu .

Ashok uncle sternly said ,: beta ,mai Sidharth ka papa ji , to tumhara bhi papa hu , kyoki tum is ghar ki bhau ho.

Shehnaaz smiled and touch his feet , seeing his love she was overwhelmed.

Then she headed to kitchen , outside the kitchen she listened to some gossips of maids ,

Maid 1: are tumhe pata hai , shehnaaz mam to Sidharth sir ke room me rehte hai , or Sidharth sir bhi use mei rehte hai , mene kal unhe jatte dekha

Maid 2: par shreya mam ko to dusra room Diya Gaya tha , or wo to us room se bahar bhi nhi aati thi , kya shehnaaz mam bhi aisa hi karengi.

Shehnaaz found it suspicious , she really doesn't know what happened with shreya in her marriage , she chucked those thoughts

She told maids their works and started making tea for Ashok ji and coffee for sidharth.

She tucked her pallu in her saree , giving view of her perfect milky waist .

She gave Ashok ji his tea , and went upstairs with coffee to sidharth room ,

When she entered inside , she saw sidharth who was still sleeping , how come he sleep this much ,

They had a live in relationship, and he always waked her up with his mouth in between her thighs ,

Saying ," don't move , i am taking my delicious breakfast "

She always used to flush with shyness .

Shehnaaz is shy , timid girl , who thinks so much for her family with good heart.

When she come closer she saw sidharth was sleeping with his face digged in a pillow , which used to be hers

The flat in Delhi, in which they both used to sleep , he always digged his face in her breast saying he can't sleep without her fragrance .

This pillow was in their flat , and it was her pillow .

She smiled with tears , but said ," sidharth coffee pilijaye . ,

She put cup on the table near couch .

Sidharth always had a habit of having a coffee of her hand ,

He opened his eyes and smiled seeing her face sleepily .

But soon his smile vanished and it facade with a hate expression,

Waqt ke saath saath , log badalte hai , or adate bhi ,

To ab mujhe 9 mahine se shehnaaz coffee nhi , shreya tea pasand hai , or wo yaha hai nhi , so no thanks .

It's clenched her heart , but she know ,it's false , because he still love her ,

He have her pillow ,

And the maids said , shreya never came out of her room ,

It shouldn't make her happy, but it is giving some kind of peace .

They always slept in different room ,

He is just saying to hurt her , make her feel bad ,

She said ," sidharth jhut Matt boliye , aap or di to kabhi same room me soye Tak nhi .

It changed sidharth expression for a second , he sat on couch and pulled her by waist , making her sat on his lap " hmm , aab tum mujhe batoygi kya karna hai , kya nhi ,

Ya fir firse apni Kasam dogi , but baby , tumhe bahut kuch pata hone par bhi kuch nhi pata , .

Kyu hurt hora hai , mujhe bhi hua tha , jab tumne mujhe us din khud se dhur Kiya tha ," he hide his face , in her silky hair , inhaling her aroma , like it is important for him to breathe .

Kaise ha , kaise kh sakti thi tu , ki apke pas di hogi , mai koi sex addict nhi hu , mai Tera addict hu , tu chahiye hoti hai mujhe , par tune mujhe dhur kar diya ,jab mujhe Teri jarurt hoti thi . Ab tu bhi meri trh tadape gi.

He said

She was crying bitterly , not knowing what to say ,, he was right she had a choice , but she choose to destroy themselves ,

She is the reason for their present condition ,

For the distance between them .

She was cursing herself when , sidharth suddenly made her laid on the couch saying ,

" Let's start what we left yesterday. "

He smiled devilishly