When Shehnaaz attended the call and Tushar said from the other side ," kya shehnaaz , how you could be so careless , mene itni baar tumhe call kiya but you are not picking up , mujhe chin... Matlab yaha office meetings lined up hai , mai apni PA ke bina kaise handle karu sab . "

(Shehnaaz how could you be so careless? I called you infinite times but you didn't pick my call even for once. I was worri.. I mean here every meeting is lined up. What I am gonna do without my pa? )

Shehnaaz felt guilty for being irresponsible ,she know how much tushar trust her with his company responsibility and how he has to do everything as per himself. Indeed he must be a mess.

she said in her defence ," sorry Tushar , family problems ki wajah se mai delhi nhi a pai . You know na di 's demise ."

(Sorry tushar, I couldn't come delhi due to some family problems. You know already know about di's demise. )

Tushar apologised ," sorry shehnaaz , mai apni hi gane laga , tumhari problems suni hi nhi , now what are you doing , and when are you going to join again. "

(Sorry shehnaaz i started ranting about my miseries without listening yours. When are you going to join again? )

Shehnaaz don't know , how should she reply , will Sidharth allow her to join his company now again ? and as she is his wife , she want his equal participation in decision of her life . Moreover his jealousy in his last encounter with sidharth indeed requires his consent.

Shehnaaz : Tushar i will tell you after consulting my husband , and....

Shehnaaz was about to say something when Tushar suddenly loudly said " husband , who , when , i mean.. you didn't tell me "

Shehnaaz shakes her head on his tone , he is a type of person who jokes with everyone , and a little overdramatic

"Hmm Tushar , i am married to my di's husband " Sidharth shukla ". But no sound came from the other side .

Oops did he got heartattck

Obviously anyone would. When every possibility of them being together destroyed here they are again in each other life. After 10 months. And having typical arrangement.

she again said " Tushar , Tushar , but he gave no response. " Shehnaaz looked at the phone weiredly ,

: ajeeb insaan hai

(What kind of strange person he is.?)

Then she saw at aru , who was innocently looking at her antics , with his fist in his mouth .

Shehnaaz lightly pulled his chubby cheeks , " hayee mera aru kitna cutie hai ,

(Ohh, my aru is so cute.. )

Aru like understanding hispraise , he gave a toothless grin. Then shehnaaz talked with him so much , also complaining about Sidharth .

Shehnaaz : baby , dekho apke papa kaise hai , ek baar bhi mujhe call nhi kiya , pehle to din me 5 - 5 bar call karte the . And mimicking him -- Sana teri bina man nhi lag raha , Sana i am missing you , Sana i want to f... " She stopped and looked at her child.

(Baby, see what kind of person your dad is. He didn't call me even for once. You know he used to call me 5-5 times in a day before saying sana I am not liking anything in your absence , sana I am missing you, sana I want to f.. )

"Sorry bacha , mai bhi pata nhi kya apke sath bate lag gyi , Par ab kya kare apke papa mujhse bhi naraj hai , or apse bhi , pata nhi kyo" .

( sorry my child, I am like a fool started ranting to you but what I can do now because your father is neither talking to me nor you .i don't know why. )

Then shehnaaz took aru with her in their room and made him sleep then she started reading a novel on her kindle. shehnaaz have a habit of reading novels which are so romantic . In her trance of reading she didn't knew when it become night at 8 pm .

But then she felt pain in her breast , which was more severe in her bra . she looked at aru who was sleeping on bed peacefully with pillows at his side for safety . she went to bathroom and unhooked her bra

, She was feeling tingling ,fullness and an ache in her breast . Her nipples were erect .And it was no longer hard for her to understand what it is , but to make sure she gave a light squeeze to her breast and some milk flow out from them . She felt a happy that tonight she will be able to feed her child . She will be the source to full his hungry stomach . A sudden feeling of immense motherhood rushed through her. She was feeling ache in her breast because of saree blouse tightness so she changed in this .

Without wearing a bra under this . She came to Aryan who was still sleeping the ache was little tolerable so she thought to order food in her room . And few minutes later a maid bring dinner for her . While taking food Sana asked

Shehnaaz : suno , kya papa ji ne khana kha liya ,

The maid smiled seeing her care and replied " Yes mam sir ne aaj apne kamre me hi khaya hai , wo aaj unko apni tabiyat thodi thik nhi lag rhi to ,medicine lekar rest kar rhi hai ."

(Yes mam, he already have had his food in his room. He was not feeling well today so he is taking rest after having medicine. )

Shehnaaz thanked her and noted to meet Ashok ji tomorrow as he is taking rest right now . She came to the table and ate her dinner . When aryan wake up , he started wailing not finding Sana around him . Sana went to him taking him in her arms .

Sana : what happened baby , shh , mumma is here .

Aryan snuggled in her chest and started sucking the cloth over her breast . Sana chuckled over his antics for asking milk when ever he is hungry , he always do that . She freed her shirt from mouth of aryan who in return started wailing .

Sana : shh , aru wait karo .

Sana was more than happy to full her baby tummy .she sat on the bed and unbuttoned her shirt from upper . Then took her breast between her index and middle finger . Guiding it towards the mouth of crying aryan . She lingered her nipple on his lips for second when aryan instantly latched on it and hungrily started sucking milk . Sana was feeling a pure motherly bliss seeing the content on her child face . may be she is not his real mother But she intended do everything what a real mother do . Tear of joy and this overwhelming feelings flowed from her eyes. She was breastfeeding aryan while ruffling his hairs very small hairs , his one hand was on Sana breast

( Ye bacha 11 - 12 din ka hi hai )

When Sana was feeding aryan she heard the sound of door opening , when she looked there she saw Sidharth ,who was with furrowed eyebrows and clenched jaw ,he was angry , no no he was furious . She saw him with her doe eyes trying to understand why he is angry , " what happened Sidharth?" Sidharth fisted his hand , and without saying anything went to his studyroom . Sana shrugged her shoulder thinking may be office stress, and feed aryan , when aryan slept , she made him lay on bed . And asked the made to bring food for Sidharth too . Then she heard the sound of crashing and smashing something from study room she went to the room fast. ________________________________