When Sana enter into the study room , she amusedly saw everything , the room was not less than a garbage dump . 

And in the middle of this chaos , there he was standing with his back to her , and puffing a cigrate In the balcony . She could sense he was distressed. She couldn't stop herself after seeing his agony.

She went to him and hugged him from behind

And asked ," do yo have any tension , 

He  in a snap pulled her from behind and her back touched the railing .he locked her both hands on the railing . Coming dangerously close to her , she could smell the cigrate from the his raging breathes . Which itself accelerated her heartbeat too.

He shouted ," you , you are my tension , you disbalanced me , and my mind , see , what you made me. That i can't see even a child close to you , why the hell you was feeding him, and from where the milk came , i remember it was never there.

He was looking like a raging bull ready to pound on her. He was taking erratic breath and trying to calm his nerves which was seemed to be brust.

Sana flinched at the pitch of his sound but  replied with her head down ," i took pills , because when i consulted doctor today , she said that feeder milk is not good so i decided i will give him mother milk , he is so precious thing for me , because he belongs to two most important person of my life , you and di . I know it , you will not deny . 

Sidharth wanted to slap her second time in his life. How the hell he managed to fall for this stupid girl. She doesn't care for her body and health for the child and before he never cared for him but her di.

Sidharth tighter his force on her fingers , that tears came in her eyes , " tu gadhi hai , ek no. , Kuch nhi samjhte tu , or na hi tujhe kuch pata hai , tujhe humari pyar par itna bharosa bhi nhi hai , ki tujhe lagta hai , mai apna muh har jagah Marta firunga . 

Shehnaaz stunned by listening all this , various question was surrounding her mind , and she was looking at sidharth red eyes.

There was a dangerous silence in the balcony , 

Khamoshiyan aawaaz hain

Tum sun'ne to aao kabhi

Chhukar tumhe khill jaayengi

Ghar inko bulaao kabhi

Beqarar hain baat karne ko

Kehne do inko zaraa

Khamoshiyan. Teri meri khamoshiyan

Khamoshiyan. Lipti hui khamoshiyan

Sidharth yanked her arms , and went from there , shehnaaz called him" sidharth , please suniye " pleadingly. 

Kya uss gali mein kabhi tera jaana hua

Jahaan se zamaane ko guzre zamaana hua

Mera samay toh wahin pe hai thehra hua

Bataaun tumhe kya mere sath kya kya hua

Shehnaaz bitterly crying said ," sidharth Aryan kaise apka nhi ho sakta , di to kehti thi ki aap unhe chodte Tak nhi hai " 

A pang of hurt pierced her heart , on her own line , and she also cried hysterically that day when she got to know that . 

She wiped her tears ," ye kamzor padne ka time nhi hai , i have to find what is happening , why the hell everything is so tangled. " 

She determined .

When she listened the sound of Aryan wailing , she face palmed herself , her baby may have woke up. , Not finding her warmth. She went to him , and set on the bed , taking him in her lap. He instantly stopped crying . 

Shehnaaz bend down and kissed his forehead , in return he fisted her long hair in his small hands , smilingly. " Meri aru ko mumma chahiye thi " 

Then she again unbuttoned her shirt , and laid down with aru beside her , on her one arm , she directed him to her nipple , and he latched on it , like waiting for it , shehnaaz stroked his small hair of head , while he closed his eyes , drinking his milk , while her hair was still fisted in his hand , 

She took her mobile from the drawer table and called sidharth many times , but he was not answering , she was tensed about him , 

In mid night . 

Her sleep broke with some knocking sound and like someone is saying something . 

She came out the grip of Aryan  , who was still sucking her nipple in his mouth . , She buttoned her shirt , and opened the gate , where a drunken sidharth was standing with manik , who was managing him , 

Sidharth was saying incoherently ," yaar , wo use kaise touch karne de sakti hai , wo ... To meri hai na ,

Manik looked at  ," yaar , Sana apne pati ko sambhal " 

When sidharth slapped his shoulder ," wo bhabhi hai , bhabhi bol " 

Ha bhabhi , please isse sabhalo , mere Ghar aake , bas daru hi piye ja rha hai , or kuch bata bhi nhi Raha , bol raha usko chune Diya , mujhe nhi ,"

Then he directed something to the two boys who was having something in their hand lagado isse  

They nodded and everyone come inside the room , sidharth practically jumped on Sana , making her fall on the ground and he was hovering over her . He nuzzled in her neck , and Sana felt shy . And cheeks turned crimson.

Manik face palmed himself," bhai , thoda sabar kar ," 

Then shehnaaz saw that the two boys have put a baby cot bed . 

They went from there and manik said , still his palm over his  eyes, shehnaaz said ," tumne to hume ,kiss karte hue bhi dekh liya tha , or jab hum couples ek saath baithe the , Jo mai sidharth ke saath ase hi Beth thi , aap tu itna kyo over react kar raha hai "  she reminded him their colleges days . 

Manik " tere husband ka kuch nhi pata , kya pata trishul leke piche lag jaye , ki tune meri Bibi ko kyu dekha " he joked . And chuckled on his own , while shehnaaz shaked her head . 

Shehnaaz : ab meri madad ,to kar . 

He helped her by settling sidharth on the bed , and shehnaaz took aru in the cradle ,so sidharth will not put his body on him , 

Manik " shehnaaz he was literally clinging to me like a sulking child asking for a baby cot . Seriously ,

Ye pagal ho chuka . Tu sambhal , isne to meri nind kharab kardi mai jata hu . 

Manik went from there , and shehnaaz  

Came on the bed , removing sidharth shoes , and his coat . 

She unbuttoned his  few upper buttons , so he will not feel suffocating , 

But next again  in a snap, sidharth hovered over her . And digged his face in the crook of her neck .

Crushing her under his weight . Soon she felt him peppering kisses on her neck soft area , she moaned ,

" Sidharth " 

He said ," see now there is no between me and you , why you have to bring him , between us . You gave him something which has only mine and  our child right . 

You remember the day ,

Flashback 

Shehnaaz and sidharth are under the covers , they both was completely naked . Today was Sunday , and sidharth was going to spent his whole day with shehnaaz . It's morning time , They both are close to eachother  with their legs entangled  and Sana was ruffling his silky hairs while sidharth was completely over Sana .

(Well they are naked and under covers.)

In this position Sidharth one hand was grip her right breast ,he was kneading it , while his mouth was sucking ,or more like chewing her nipple , i told you nothing is soft about sidharth. 

His moments was frantic with lot of desperation , this is their daily morning routine , he always waked her up in morning with his mouth between her thighs , with leads them into a hot making our session , and now he is sucking her breast , because he is completely obsessed with them .  He is addicted to her every body part , which release him from his childhood trauma , and loneliness .

Shehnaaz whimpered " please sidharth , ab to chod dijiye , i am sore . 

Sidharth " hmm , i will but promise me , they are only mine ". He bited on the side of her areola . 

She ruffled his hair , trying to calm his desires " acha , fir humare baccho ka kya " she joked . 

Sidharth is a little orthodox ideological man , "hmm , unse mujhe problem nhi hai , kyoki unme bhi to Mera or tumhara ansh hai " 

Shehnaaz smiled at his logic , " ohk ab uthiye , mai apke liye kuch khane ko bnate hu " 

Sidharth kissed her nose , and   lifted himself to stand up , but Sana hissed , due to pain in her vaginal area , because sidharth was inside her . 

Sidharth said," sorry , wait let me bring ointment " she smiled at his care , he applied on her private area . 

Sidharth lovingly seeing her , "Sana ,yaar i am getting turn on "he teased 

Sana shyingly hit the pillow on his face " shut up sidharth " 

Present

She smiled remembering the memory . 

Then said ....