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Sana smiled remembering the memory . She is still ruffling his hair and  said ," then what Sidharth, aryan bhi apka  hi part hai ,

Sidharth who was burying his face in her chest , listening her , bite on her chest hard , and Sana tightens the grip of the hand on his shoulder  to bear pain . 

Sidharth divulged ," he is no one to me , jab mene tumhari bhn ke saath kuch kiya hi nhi to uska bacha kaise hua , hell i just met her 7 to 8 times , in our whole 9 months marriage , she offered her body to me , so that i can give name to her illegitimate child , she tried to turn you against me , and see she succeed, you was questioning my loyalty , that this aryan is mine , jabki ye uske lover ka baccha hai jo mar chuka hh .""

Sidharth sound was muffling due to his face being buried in her chest and Sana was stunned listening the whole revelation, then what was those messages that her di sent to her telling how happy she is with sidharth. How loving is he ? Their love...

But why would she do that.

Is that he drunk and that's why may be he is saying all this. And sana didn't take it for granted though and but she didn't even believed it fully. Her trust and love on her sister didn't let her to do so. Even when she is having the all truth in front of her.

Sidharth further added whining like a child ," jab dekho , tumhari chest se chipka rehta hai, ab tum use wahi sulana , mai yaha saounga ", he said , snuggling to her chest ,

May be he is saying all this out if jealousy? She knows how possessive he is for her and what length he can go for her .

Yes. May be thats why he said all this. she smiled. After giving herself false claims.

Sana ruffled his hair , stroking his cheek , " hm , abhi aap thoda rest kariye , " she patted him , trying to make him sleep , 

He said whinning ,"no " and lifted himself from her chest , looking at her with his puppy eyes , which was red and his hand was slightly shaking ,, Sana knows what is happening to him , he digged his face in her neck and started peppering harsh kisses . 

Sana knows this is the only state ( drunken state)  in which he can answer all her questions , otherwise , he again will become a dominating shukla next morning . She cupped his face , and make him came out of her neck , " apko mai tabhi kuch karne dungi jab aap meri bato ka jawab dege , boliye denge jawab " 

She was feeling guilty while manipulating his drunk self. But she don't have any option she wants to know the answers behind all mystery.

He was looking at her like a sulking child and vigorously nodded his head ," ha jaldi pucho "  he tried to bury his face again in her neck but she make her hold strong on his  both cheeks , " aap in 9 months me kaise khud ko control karte the , jab mai nhi thi , jabki aapko har raat meri jarurt hoti thi , " 

He slurred " doctor ne heavy sleeping pills di thi  , wo leta tha , taki apne apko control kar saku , baki kaam me busy rehta tha "

Sana felt proud seeing his loyalty towards her that how can he love her so much , but she was feeling guilty  for her sister too and for not believing in his love. She never got to start her marriage life properly. What happened to her jolly and mature sister was still a mystery to her.

She chucked her thoughts , and looked at her big baby ,," or apne mujhe message bhi nhi kiya , pehle to aap har ghante message karte the . " Sana complained . 

He again tried to dig his face this time in her chest , but again Sana lifted his head ," Sidharthhhh , bataiye na ."

He slurred whinning ," kyoki mai tumse gussa tha , isliye mene apna phone manik ko de diya , taki mai tumhe message na karu  , ab chodo mujhe , mujhe karna hai " 

Sana chuckled at his desperation but she know that he will not be able to control himself for long  . He started biting on her neck .. while Sana thoughts went to the first time , she saw him desperate for her hugs , her fragrance , and his craving to be inside her , he is such a clingy boyfriend , that he can't takes off his hand from her , and that's why everyone always tease him in college . 

Flashback  ( his first time addiction ) 

Sana and Sidharth are still in live in relation , their all friends knows about it , they are in college still now , after pampering Sidharth for 2 days sana made him agree to send her to Mumbai  to meet her parents .

Sidharth was not at all in the favour of this decision , because he want her everytime around her , it becomes hard to breathe , in the air where she is not present . But seeing her excited to meet her parents , he gives in her demand , because he wants her to get the love of her parents he never get , his mother abondoned him and his father never got time for him .

This time they both are sitting in the living room of their flat which is bought by Sidharth on her name . It's evening time , they both came from college now. 

Shehnaaz is sitting in Sidharth lap hugging each other , he asked ", when will you come. " His voice was so dull , 

Shehnaaz said ," i will come soon , mom was saying for atleast 7 days but i said 5 days  , i booked flight for tonight " she comforted him ,pecking his lips .

He just hummed ,  she try to stand from his lap  but he stopped her , by pulling again on his lap ,"ja to rhi ho , abhi to meri pas bhaith , ya fir mujhse dur jane ki jada jaldi hai ."  And he hide in her neck. 

He caressed his cheek , " aisa kyu kh rhe hai aap Sidharth , i know humari relation me pehle baar dhur ja rhi hu , par aisi situation to kai baar aigi na , or mai abhi khana bnane ja rhi thi , chodiye mujhe " 

He let her go , she went to kitchen , she was making dinner for both of them , when she felt hands on her waist . and his head on her  shoulder.

Shehnaaz didn't said anything and kept doing her work , while Sidharth was doing  his work , nuzzling in her neck , he was shirtless , he likes to sleep upper body naked with her to feel her hands on him ,, .  He was following her whatever she was doing while cooking , 

Then she feed him , and he feed her lovingly , and went to bed , " tum rest karo , or mujhe jab jane ka time ho to utha dena " 

Shehnaaz smilingly nodded , and they both laid on the bed , and Sidharth hugged her from behind . Caging her in his arms.

After 3 hours

Shehnaaz wake up ,due to her alarm , she hurriedly off the alaram , as Sidharth is a heavy sleeper . She came out of his firm grip  with lots of effort , but she is Pro in that , because Sidharth always sleep like this  in his tight grip  , and she have to manage to get out from under him , so that she could do her morning cores. 

She kissed Sidharth forehead , murmuring i love you  to him ,and he smiled in his sleep  ,she  gave him her pillow in which he snuggled in her fragrance and  she write a note ,  for him , and taking her already packed suit case went out of the apartment . She didn't wanted to wake Sidharth because she will not be able to see his sad face.

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