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In midnight , sidharth stirred in his sleep , and moved his right arms to pull Shehnaaz to his side , when he felt that the side is empty , and then something striked to his mind , he wake up with a jolt , and looked around the room , he has  an idea where shehnaaz is , but still with a hope he slid out of bed when he glanced at the bed side table , a note was placed there he hurriedly took that note and read that. 

I am sorry , may be you will angry i didn't wake you up , par apka dhuki chehra nhi dekh pati , beshak aap apne emotions nhi dekhate par mai smjh jaati hu . Please mere liye apna khayal rakhna , time se khana , or Sona. 

Love you 💖

Shehnaaz 

And there was a mark of lipstick on the paper , he angrily punched on the wall in front of him ," fuck shehnaaz , tumne mujhe apna eshash apne ander ache se samane bhi nhi Diya , mai kaise nikhalunga ye 5 din " in the end of the sentence he was shouting . He kissed her lipstick mark like an addict. 

Here in Mumbai at shehnaaz home " gill mansion " 

Shehnaaz has been reached her home , in morning , firstly she saw her mobile for any calls from him , because her mobile was on aeroplane mode in flight . But there was no missed calls , it made her a little sad but she ignored thinking ,may be he is busy in college . And after meeting her parents and greeting them she went to take rest because she travelled a long journey. 

She wake up in afternoon , and yawned , her first thought was to see her mobile . She retrieved her mobile from beside her pillow , 

And  when she switched on the internet, her phone was boomed with  notification of her girls  group , which include navya , shehnaaz , nandini . 

Navya : girl your man is walking with grumpy pants in the whole college. 

Nandini: Ha shehnaaz,  unhone 2 ladko ko pita sirf isliye kyoki wo chalte waqt unse takra gye . 

It made her worried , she knows his short tempered behaviour.

Navya : yepp , it was hard for manik and Tushar , to pull him off , undono ka rainbow bnane se , par bhyi ab har koi shehnaaz gill thodi na hota hai .

This navya is teasing her and here she is all worry for her man , if he had eaten something or after she came here , did he had a good sleep . No longer able to stop herself . She messaged. 

Shehnaaz : tum dono mujhe pareshan karna band Karo or ye btao , unhone kuch khaya ya nhi , or wo fresh sleep to lag rhe the na .☹️

Navya  : nops , your man was looking zombie 😂😂 

Nandini : Are nhi shehnaaz , unke ankhe bahut thaki Hui lag rhi thi , or i think wo Tushar or manik ji ke saath canteen me the , to shayad waha kuch khaya ho. 

It made Sana a little more worried . She messaged them a quick bye on which nandini sent a smile emoji while navya sent a eye rolling emoji , saying i know you wanna talk to your saiyaan ji , ignoring friends for him , what a life of a single person , girl you are making me jealous . 

Shehnaaz shaked her head on her childishness . And called sidharth , he was not picking , then she called manik , he told her that he has eaten food and they all are having a boys night at sidharth apartment. 

It calmed shehnaaz a little , then after taking a fresh bath, she went to spent time with her family , joking with her di , talking her father about her studies , and her maa was pampering her a lot , thinking she will go after 5 days .. 

In this it was already night , when shehnaaz and her family was eating on dinning table , and a call came on her mobile , her mother said not to attend , but after seeing manik name , she was not able to resist and attended the call , 

Manik :  she ... Sheh..naaz , pata nhi sidharth ko kaya hogya hai , his temperature is really high , uski ankhe laal ho chuki hai , or wo bahut jyada shiver kar raha hai .. tu jaldi aaja , please , his dad is busy in some usa meeting , he is not picking up call . 

Manik was stuttering , and his voice was hoarse , easy to understand he is very worried , mobile slipped from shehnaaz hand , she hastily stood up from her chair and was about to head to her room , when her dad stopped , "shehnaaz is everything all right beta ." 

Shehnaaz couldn't tell them , but her tears was saying the other way around. She said in tears ," papa , wo friend ka call aya hai , Aaj hi professor ne new assignment Diya hai jo parso submit karna hai , uske  marks final me judne hai , nhi to Mai top kaise aaungi ." 

Santok ji thought it's study related matter and he knows how much conscious is shehnaaz about her studies, so he nodded , " mai bhi tickets book karta hu , tum packing karlo , ye college wali hume , ek din bhi Chen se apne bachi ke saath nhi jene denge. " 

Shehnaaz flied to Mumbai , she reached there in early morning, and she was a crying mess till now , cursing herself. For making him agree to send her to parents home. 

When she reached her apartment , she saw only manik is there with  in living room , Tushar went to his house as manik forcefully send him saying manik is fine . , She asked him crying ," how is he , hua kya hai unhe " 

Manik made his head down and said , "shehnaaz wo thik hai , doctor ne use sleeping pills dei hai , and use kya  hua hai to tum ye audio suno , Jo mene tumhare phone par bheji hai , or uski help Karo , use tumhari jarurt hai . " 

Saying this he went from there , Sana took out her mobile from her hand bag , and listened the audio , " mr. Manik ,  ye sab isliye hua hai kyoki unhe apna addiction nhi mila hai , and it's not some drug or sexual addiction , it's a love addiction , some people due to their past injuries on their mind and heart , gets attached to someone so deep , that it's turns out like this , he will not accept anyone but her , he got so much emotional attached to her , that he is only thinking about her , to get her warmth. When this addiction reach to its level , it's becomes the need to get physical attached to the person , and in absence of her touch , he is like this , i have give him sleeping pills and medication for his health , he will be fine. " 

(Yaar ye ek fiction hai , fir bhi mene ye thoda Google se search karke , jitna ho sake aap sabko , ek realistic image Deni ki koshish ki hai ,  so that you know , why he is addicted and how) 

There was a message for from him , that only he knows about this , and it will be their secret. Otherwise in future when Sid  will take his father business , people can use as his weakness . 

Shehnaaz trudged to her room , and saw sidharth on the bed , his face was so tired looking , like he didn't take a breath without peace , she sat on the bed , beside his stomach . , And stroked his cheek , where he lean into her touch like sensing her in his sleep , she also managed to sat on the bed getting under the covers , and also draping him so he will not feel cold , she dipped her head to his lips , and sensually licked his lips , feeling her fragrance around him , he came closer to her chest , digging his face as deep as he could , she felt him snoring , she smiled and said ," sorry sidharth , Aaj ke baad apko kabhi nhi chod ke jaungi , kaise aap mujhse itna pyar kar sakte hai, itna selflessly hokar  , i promise , apka pura dhyaan rakhungi mai , apko ye dard dubara nhi jelna padega " 



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Shehnaaz came out of her thoughts when she felt a harsh bite on her breast , and saw sidharth who was struggling to open her shirt buttons , while his other hand was kneading her breast , 

A lone of tear escaped her eyes ," sorry sidharth , mai apna promise nhi nibha pai, kaise mai sirf ek tarf ki baat sun sakti hu , kyu aap par , apke pyar par sab dekhne ke baad bhi bharosa nhi kiya , i am sorry please mujhe maaf karenge na aap , nhi to jee nhi paungi , jaise abhi Tak tadap rhi thi in 9 mahine apke bina , aise hi tadapti rahungi "" she was thinking all this in her mind. 

When sidharth looked at her like a sulking child , he was drunk because of which he was not able to open buttons with focus ,  a chuckled left from her mouth with a sexy moan , due to his kneading her breast. 

He ordered " open it , i also want to drink my milk , like he did , only i have that right." referring to her shirt button ,  

And how can shehnaaz deny when Shukla ji is asking her something that cutely ,she opened her buttons feeling shy , it doesn't matter how many times they being intimate , but still the thought of her being naked naked in front of him ,makes her feel shy ,, 

Sidharth wrapped his lips around her nipple , and sucking her nipple while kneading the other making her shirt wet , he was more like chewing her , making her grip of both hands of his hair tighter. 

He was sucking was urgency while his both hands slid down to her waist , making sensual patterns there. 

Sana was moaning his name ,under him " sidharth please dhire " she said ruffling his hairs , she was breathless , he was not giving her to take a breathe. 

But soon his actions slow down. , And she fell soft breaths fanning ground her breast area. When she saw him , he was sleeping with her nipple in her mouth .  

She kissed his forehead multiple times and looked at Aryan who was sleeping peacefully . Soon sleep engulfed her too. 

In midnight , her sleep disturbed by wailing of Aryan , and she know he must be hungry , because he want her milk after every 2 hours. 

She tries to stand, but sidharth was sleeping on her , she detached his mouth from her nipple , making him quietly lay beside her like a pro she is .

Then she went to Aryan taking him in her arms , " my baby , hungry hai  " 

While Aryan saw her with tearful eyes and blinked them like answering her question , and took him on bed , and make him feed.

She give a burp to him , and made a little space between herself and sidharth making sleeping Aryan lay there , who slept while feeding. 

And she also slept with Aryan snuggling in her chest , and sidharth whose hand reached on shehnaaz waist In a protective way . 

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