Flashback

It was the day , of sidharth wedding , he was sitting in his office , after his wedding done. He called someone.

The person attended the call and said ," hey Sid , long time no see. "

"Sure navya , actually , i know you and Tushar love eachother and in relation from college , but you need to see the picture I sent to you , Tushar father is trying to marry him to his business partner daughter. "Sidharth said , faking innocence .

Navya thanked him , but was very anxious about the news , yes they both confessed their love in the end of college . And from then they both are together .

At navya house , after hanging up sidharth call , she saw a picture where Tushar , a girl was sitting beside him , and their father was sitting in front of them . Tushar has a smile on his face. A lone tear escaped her eyes .

"Tushar , tumhe to Mai kuch karne layak nhi chodne wali "she gritted her teeth .

She went to Tushar office , at that time Tushar was talking to sana ..

When Sana told him , sidharth name , he was happy that after so many problems and time, they both finally ended together. He has a huge smile on his face , he was about to congratulate her but he felt a sharp pain on his butt . He hanged up the call , and looked behind him angrily , that who the hell hit Tushar singh.

"Us kamini se hi baat , kar raha hai , jiske sath , apne 32 daat dikha Raha tha photo me . "She angrily said, and again hit him on his leg.

"Are , navya , what are you doing baby ," he said and was about to cup her face . When she again hit him ,

"Don't fucking baby , sweetheart , jannu , Shona me . Pata nhi kitni ladkiyon ko bola hoga." She shouted angrily .

"Your dad is planning to marry you to someone else , and you are ready , you didn't even thought about me . You langur. Sidharth told me everything. "

She said , and then showered him with hard hits of mop , everywhere. It didn't take kushal to understand whose prank it is . He knows sidharth took revenge , like Tushar did enjoying his miseries , when shehnaaz was with him .

After a long session he said , to navya who was panting after running behind me. "Baby , you are only one in my life , dad didn't fix marriage with anyone , sidharth was taking revenge on me. "

Navya made a questioning face , and Tushar explained her everything. That how it was just a business meeting but the picture was taken from the different angle even the girl was daughter of his father best friend. So they seemed a tad bit informal.

Present

Sidharth was laughing right now , you deserve that . Now come to my house today , MY WIFE wants to spent time with all of us .

Tushar rolled his eyes at his emphasis on my wife , "you are a possessive jerk , and we are coming today , i am so excited to meet your boy . And we also have a good news . "

He said being excited like a child , sidharth really pondered that how navya handles him.

Sidharth went to washrooms to get ready .

While here shehnaaz and nandini was helping the maids to clean guestroom .

Nandini looked at the guestroom and said ,"Aisa lagta hai jaise , someone lived here for a long time.

Shehnaaz was near the almirah , and opened it to clean the dust from inside but what she saw made her eyes teary .

"Yaha , shreya madam rehti thi . "A maid told nandini , and get again busied in her chores.

Shehnaas don't know what she shall feel. Either she should feel. Happy that sidharth never gave her sister his place or get sad that. How selfish she was feeling.

Above all the reason of not knowing her sister death was eating her up.

Sana looked in the almirah which was full of shreya clothes , and a dairy was kept on above.

Shehnaaz opened it and started reading .which was first entry on the date of her sister marriage and her partition with her love.

Marriage day

I am feeling like a horrible person snatching my sister love , when i went inside sidharth room according to maid instruction it was full of shehnaaz pictures , then sidharth told me that day , he is in love with shehnaaz. And can never accept me as his wife. But i also told him my secret that i am in love with someone else , my lover ritesh , and just married for sake of my father.

Entry -2

Today i went to tell ritesh that , i and sidharth decided that we will divorce eachother in 6 months . I was really happy , i wanted to tell him , i am pregnant . But his parents told me , he eloped and from past many days , he is neither attending call nor replying messages. But i talked to him before my marriage. They are not even ready to accept my child. They called it illegitimate. I am devastated. And truly betrayed in love.

Entry -3

It's been 6 months to my marriage and my stomach is visible . But i become a monster . Who is snatching her sister love while my sister love me this much that she left him for me. Sidharth hates me to the core when i said he have to accept my child , he didn't know the reason behind , i will never tell him , i would like to be become a monster rather than let people call my child illegitimate.

Entry 4

I am feeling like my head will burst with the pain i am bearing . I liked to my own sister . I said my marriage life is going smooth , he keeps me happy , but the truth is far more worse than that . Because we meet to eachother just a countable times. He don't even like to see my face he said he remember his defeat in love.

I denied to give him divorce , otherwise he will kick us out of his life , i begged him to give his name to my child . I daily do this .

Entry -5

I want to die , i am no longer have potential to live , i defeat in each and every relation and for only one thing i am living is my baby . I want him get a good life , i know shehnaaz will give , but i will never let her know what type of loser her sister was.

A lone tear escaped her eyes , and with that lines of tear started flowing , he never expected her sister was in depression and suffering this much . She really loved that ritesh , she don't know who is he. , But she is hating him to core. The book fall from her hands , sitting on her knees , she was just crying . She knew it her sister can't be like the way , everything is portraying her.

When nandini saw this , she came towards shehnaaz , when her eyes averted to the book in her hand . Reading the book she also has tears in her eyes.

"Shh shehnaaz , your sister will not like this , you know she trusted you with her life, her Aryan , you have so much to handle . If you will break like this , how you will manage everything. You have to be strong ." Nandini consoled her.

And shehnaaz was mourning over how her sister suffered and she was not there for her.

"I should have present there for her , but i run to other city , to avoid everything, to avoid the pain I will get after seeing her with sidharth". Shehnaaz cried . Nandini told the maids to go from there.

She made shehnaaz sit on the bed , and give her a glass of water.

Shehnaaz its ohk , you was not at fault , you had not even an idea , your sister was in love. So it's worthless to blame yourself. No one was at fault , just the situation was like that . She kept everything inside so that your father respect kept intact , and Aryan will not be called illegitimate. "Nandini made her understand.

And it was logical , shehnaaz nodded , wiping her tears . She said "you are right nandini , i cant change anything , but for whom my di suffered so much , i will cherish him for my whole life . I have to be strong ." Shehnaaz said being determined. Nandini nodded , and told her to take make something for everyone. Shehnaaz nodded , still her mood when little down , she just want to hug Aryan to her life , who was with Ashok ji and manik .