The whole living room was filled with laughter and happiness as both navya and Tushar arrived. Ashok ji went to his room after meeting them , saying tum javan logo me Mera kya kaam .

Shehnaaz was all silent in this , and she kept Aryan touched to her chest in a protective way.

Tushar said ," yaar mujhe is chote ustad se milna hai , mai kitna excited tha .

"Ha ,ha , ek kaam kar pehle khud mil le , or phir apni biwi ko mila ,kya pata fir tu mil paye ,ya na mil paye. "Manik joked , and hifi with sidharth.

Tushar took Aryan in his embrace from Sana , who just gave a low smile which was not reaching to her eyes, Aryan looked at his face trying to acknowledge him.

Cute .. Tushar said . When navya snatched Aryan in her arms .

"Ohh yes , he is so handsome , agar Tushar se pehle mujhe ye milta , to Mai isi ko boyfriend ke liye pta ti. "Navya flirted , and Tushar pouted at his girlfriend remark.

"Ohh madam , boyfriend nhi , husband." Tushar retorted, with that everyone got shocked and shouted .

Kyaaa

"Chill man , you all are frightening me , yes ,we married to eachother, it was a court marriage in presence of all family members of ours. But we are going to organise a huge reception tomorrow ." Tushar divulged , and everyone become happy to have a function in their home. Shehnaaz was truly happy but her sadness was gripping her to smile.

"Wow, please menu me momos add karna ,"manik excitedly said , and nandini palmed her head. This man is a great foody.

"Abe tu , chindi chor hi rahega" Tushar chided.manik made a pouty face .

"But Tushar , on a serious note i want you to organise it here , mai uncle aunty se baat kar lunga." Sidharth said, as after his father , he considered his friends as his family , they all are business partner also. While manik is sidharth secretary.

Moreover he also had the wish to enjoy tushar marriage like they manifested in their college.

"Bhai , neki or puch puch . Ab tu Mera kharacha bacha Raha hai to Mai kyu mana karunga "Tushar Said as a matter of fact . Manik narrowed his eyes at this Dumbo friend of his.

"Ab kaun chindi chor hai .tum sab go to hell , mai to shehnaaz ka bnaya tasty khana khane ja Raha hu". Manik said , ignoring them , and was about to say shehnaaz to ready dinning table , but all the two ladies was admiring Aryan features while shehnaaz was silent and giving fade smile , which was already noticed by sidharth , whose entire attention was on shehnaaz always .

"See nandini , how is he pouting . Navya said , smiling looking at Aryan who was in her arms.

And yes see , his lips are so red and small . Nandini said , encouraging .

And how he is looking at us , with his cute doe eyes.

Navya said with being all aww on his cute antics , and our Aryan was smiling getting all attention from the ladies.

For god sake , he is a child , stop drooling over him . Tushar said being all irritated , his wife is not giving him , attention.

I told you , usne meri biwi to chin li , sidharth ki bhi , aab Teri wali bhi us par Fida hogyi .manik said chuckling seeing his friend frustrated.

Ha , to Mera beta hai , handsome to hoga hi , or ladkiyoan me popular bhi , kuch logo ke trh thodi hi , jinko ladkiyan ghaas bhi nhi dalti thi . Bichari navya and nandini , to naive girls hai. Sidharth said , being proud of himself.

Acha bachhu , i will teach you , manik said , and Tushar fold his cuffs ready to chase sidharth

Pehle , pakad ke to dikha . Sidharth said , and ran from there , laughing.

Everyone was happy , all did the post preparations of the reception , like making list of guest , deciding dishes in which manik added momos ,whining. All went to their rooms at late night while Aryan was already sleep after having his feedy .

Shehnaaz and sidharth came inside their room , which was cleaned by maids. Shehnaaz made Aryan lay on the baby .

While sidharth was seeing her actions , she is all silent whereas she never did this . She always share her day with him.

She was about to go to washroom to change into her night dress , when sidharth stopped her saying .

Shehnaaz , he said , and she stopped in her tracks , he came towards her , and turned her towards him .

What happened , i am seeing ,you are all sad ,from afternoon , is everything fine , if not , tell me i will make it right . Sidharth said , looking at her with questioning eyes . He was anxious about her sudden behaviour change.

Shehnaaz looked into his eyes , with tears brimming in her eyes " di was in depression " she said . Sidharth face become emotionless at her mention of name ,

"Tumhe kaise pata, mujhe bhi nhi pata tha. "He asked . Obviously he hardly met her , how he was supposed to know all this.

"Mujhe Aaj di ki diary mili , she always used to write diary , even at our home too . It was written that ... "Shehnaaz told everything what was written in the diary .

"So , what why are you crying over it . Yes , she begged to care for Aryan , to give him my name , which i am doing whole heartedly, not on the basis of her begging , I did nothing because of her , i willingly did this for you , and only you . "He said carelessly. He didn't find it a big deal , why she is crying over something ,which is passed.

"To , why didn't you try to find that boy ritesh .if you would have tried to find that ritesh , then di wouldn't have died. She said , she was not in her senses and again becoming emotional . Her mind was in chaos , and everything was tangled.

Shehnaaz felt her heart crushed under someone feet. Its not easy for someone to have peace with the thought of their sister death that too suicide.

According to shehnaaz suicide if a person is mostly because of society. And that's why she was blaming herself for her sister death somewhere. She was pindering over the what ifs she could do to save her sister.

But the truth is sometimes suicide is not only because of society but the inability to understand and solve their own emotions which comes to eat them alive.

The greatest blame someone could take is the blame of death. And it just crushes them under the weight of self hatred. Shehnaaz was going through the same.

She was trying to solve her those feelings through sharing her blame with sidharth.

"Now , you are blaming everything on me , great , again she is messing our relation , without being here. "He said , getting irritated . Sidharth is a logical person, of he makes his thinking about someone after a long time , it's impossible to change that .

I did this because she never mattered to me , and why i will do that , if she wanted to find that ritesh , she would have told me , but no she didn't , she kept everything inside her , and over above asked me to give her child my name , why ? Because she never wanted to find him .. you damn woman he ended with shouting at her. And then shehnaaz came in her sensible mind , thinking everything from straight. Not flowing in emotions.

She flinched at his voice , sidharth..

Damn with sidharth , you are mourning over something which is not even needed , she died , we completed her last wish , then why the hell you are dragging over everything, and becoming a emotional fool again , you gadhi . He shouted and barged out of the room .

Shehnaaz sat on the floor , crying with the support of the wall , " sorry sidharth , Mai nhi janti kya hogya tha , par apko to pata hai na , mai kaise hu , kuch bhi bol deti hu emotional ho kar , nhi soch payi sidha , har bhar kyu mai humare rishte ko Khatre mai dal deti hu.

She stand up , she need to resolve everything, she can't destroy everything like this . Wiping her tears . She put a baby monitor in baby cot .

And went to terrace , she knows he will be there only , she find him standing there looking at sky puffing his ciggerate.

Wo apko relief nhi degi , apka sukoon yaha khada hai . Shehnaaz said , taking slow steps towards him ,

Kyo , tumhara behn puran khatam hogya , he said , still puffing .

Nhi , bas akal thikane agayi hai , ki jo chala Gaya hai uspar rone ki bajaye, Jo unka bacha hai ,bas use ji bhar ke cherish Karo , or aap to mere saath hai hi . She said . He remained silent

She hugged him from behind "sidharthh , apko pata hai na apki gadhi kaisi hai , plzz maf kar dijiye .

Tears brimming in her eyes , and soon she was hicupping

Badly . It takes sidharth attention , he turned to her ,and saw her face full of tears , he could see she was hurt , and he hates when she is hurt . He hugged her tightly hiding her in his chest .

Sor..ry. Ple...ase aage se a.is.a nhi hoga . She said crying . His baby is sensitive.

Shh , shehnaaz , no i am not angry , i was just disappoint , you are my everything, mera pyar ,mera sukoon ,my salvation,, or tu tisre insaan ko humare bich lati hai ,mujhe gussa aata hai . I love you goddmait . He confessed.

I love you too , sidharth , aage se nhi hoga , I swear . She promised , tightening her grip on him .

But baby , agar galti Hui hai , to punishment to Milne chahiye na .he teased her , shehnaaz instantly pulled herself afraid .

No , no sidharth , dekhiye , mai kal chal nhi paungi , kal reception hai , please .

She said , taking steps , backward.

No sweetheart , uski chinta tum mat karo , Mai tumhe godi me uta ke chalunga , he said taking steps close to her . And soon her back collided with wall . She looked at him afraid .

He pulled her by waist and his one hand went inside her plazo .

He took her lips in a soul ful kiss , and sana hands wrapped around his neck . And suddenly Sana nails digged in his neck .

When sidharth thrust two digits inside her.

He pulled his lips from her , still his digits inside. Both was panting.

Let me give you the experience of being thoroughly fucked on terrace sweetheart. He seductively said , and her breathing became fast.

Soon they both indulged in their own world of ecstasy.